sometimes it is better not to care at all.
sometimes it is better to just  let everything flows on its own
sometimes it is better to care more about the physical things rather than the emotional  side

i am tired of playing the game
i quit.
i know; quitter never wins and winner never quits.
but what is the point of trying when you know it is never going to work out?
rather than spending all my energy and emotion on this 'one' 
it is better if i use my energy and emotion on myself.

i know something good will come along soon.
how soon?
that is the question i keep asking myself

"pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa"




p/s: sorry for all the emotional updates these  few days. im going tru something. i don't want to burden my friends with my unstable emotions so i just let everything flow here instead.

p/s/s: do not comment on this post, pls i beg u guys not to.